=P

Tried as I might not to sound too depressed, but I cant seem to help it..Just now felt so different when we were on our own..And I couldn't understand why...Suddenly, we were so formal to each other...Or am I just seeing things in a different light? Or am I too picky about nitty-gritty stuffs?

No, PY...I'm not sad..Or am I in denial? I wonder....

Niwae......A list of things that I wanna do as soon as the exams are over:
1) A trip down to Pulau Ubin
2) A trip down to Tekka to let PY and SZ try bone steak...Yummy!
3) Sakura International Buffet
4) Watch lots of movies!!!!!!!!!!!
5) Read lots of books!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) Lemme think about more things that I wanna do..haha! =P

But niwae, I was thinking perhaps I shouldn't be reading too much into it...At the end of the day, what PY told me last night is true.. "By the look of it, this guy here really loves you and cares a lot for you..." =)

Sayang....I haven't said it to you for quite some time.. I love you...

=(

I hope it has not come to a point that my patience has run out...

I guess he can't even understand me now...

We quarrel ever so often...I think...There was once when he just said "I just can't understand why...."

I just realized that such a small lil thing affected me so much...And he must be thinking "But she din even scold you...." The silence was killing me...And now, all I could afford to do was cry....

What on earth is wrong..Suddenly, everything doesn't seem right...

Please give me the strength to get over this...I guess I should just take a chill pill and relax...

life since the last entry

It's been a while since i updated...

In short, went for the Social Workers' Day Dinner @ Meritus Mandarin. It was a whole load of fun.

What else......

Exams are around the corner...I'm so unprepared..Well, no surprise...That's what i always say every sem...

Some things are deemed as right by others...And because they are your elders, you are obliged to go their way too...

I've learnt a few things about myself lately...The level of patience in me, is somehow thinning away...By right, it shouldn't be this way...I shouldn't snap too easily at people, especially him...I'm sorry...But I just dun understand why...

I shouldn't force people into doing things that they are unable to do or unwilling to, just to get what I want..Sometimes, I've gotta understand that not everything go my way...Haiz~

When initially you think it's alright, but over time you realize it's not, what are you supposed to do? I wonder......................................

confused

sometimes i wish that i haf a good, strong relationship with my family..it'll be them that i can turn to when i'm swarmed with problems...haiz~ my parents and i rarely talk anymore..the atmosphere's kinda awkward at home..and i dun like it...

i just wanna change certain things in life..i wish i could...

feeling disconnected with the rest of the world..so many things in my mind...and yet, i'm not sure myself of what's to be done...

blabbering...yak yak yak...

but i guess i should count myself lucky to be arnd pple who cares and who make my life enjoyable and fun..well, you people know who you are..need not mention names...

btw, i wanna buka gether2 with my darlings!!!!! make yourselves free alrite! =)

eventful day

woke up early in the morning, even tho i haf no classes today, to meet syg to catch Rush Hour 3 early in the morning..sanggup..heez..

we planned to watch it at Prince but apparently, 960 took forever to come so we ended up going to Suntec instead..and voila! syg found tha long lost sofa-cushiony seats that he has been trying to find all this while..wow weeeee!

u guys should really go watch Rush Hour 3..my goodness..it was damn hilarious! it was funny..it was a good movie..worth the money to watch..go go..go catch it! haha..

and then, something happened and we just ended up sulking all the way..i'm sorry k sayang?

it is this kind of things that happened, that would make u realize how much u really appreciate and treasure the one you love..it makes you to be more accepting of one another..and hopefully, we'll come out stronger than before ya syg...

and yes...tml would be the official start of sch for me..oh man..i'm half excited but half dreading the moment..coz sch is so so far away! haish~

mixed emo

damn f***ed up now..HE just had to spoil my day lah..wen i tot that my day was going jolly well..wth..really..super unreasonable..always think that he's right..just wen i tot i would be nicer to him but after wat happened, no hope ah..can continue dreamin abt it ya..ugh

niwae....something nice happened janau...it kinda touched me a lil...

went to meet syg after work to go study...so dropped by his house, after werk and him after attachment...but before i started studying, watched hindustan wit him n his ma on central..haahaa...super funnylah..haahaa..niwae...she gave a bottle of the skin softener dunno wat..haahaa...she had an extra bottle that's why she gave it to me..how nice..thankiew!
niwae, i noe when is her birthday now..heez..must make plans..weeeee....
niwae, the sweet thing that happened was like before she n her hubby went off to bukit batok, she was like saying lah, take care lah..she already has given her blessings lah..then wen i went to salam her, she kissed me on the forehead! how sweet is tat lah..i was like oh my...heez..

niwae, syg gave me a rose! =)