finally..

for the third time..it's gone..wat rubbish..

oh well..

exams over..

met him..he look so poor thing..i really kesiankan him..intend to make potato soup or some sort..hopefully it turns out nice..insya'allah you're gg to be ok.. =)

between us, i dunno..let's just see wer it goes..

no mood dy..keep losing my entries..

wth

finally..

bleaghx..

my entry is gone!

niwae, finally..the prelims is finally over..but still got a levels..wat a bore..haiz~

this friday..class outing..but i can't stay long..wat the heck..

i can't remember wat i wrote dy..crap..

yes..met him that day..see him so poor thing..it's so hard for him to eat his food..so kesian..intend to make some kind of potato soup for him..hopefully, it turns out nice..

but between us..i dunno..just see where it goes lah..

n you're gg to be fine moomoo..insya'allah..you can eat anything and everything you want wen you get beta k?

i wonder wat to get for him for his birthday..hmm...

oh well..

my dad..super unreasonable..n i din expect my self to say "tak nak ah..tak tentu pasal nak marah org" to my mum abt my dad..but luckily, she din hear..phew..

oh well..

wateva

finally..

finally..the exams are finally over!!!! yippee...but there's still the a levels..haiz~ wat a bore..bleaghx..

this friday..class outing..but wat the heck..can't stay out late..oh well..

hope i'll be able to bayar my hutang puasa in time..shouldn't wait till the last minute next time..hmm..

met him that day..he so poor thing..gg to make some kind of potato soup for him..hopefully it'll turn out nice..*pray hard* he eat until so the kesian..can't even enjoy his food..very the poor thing..dun worry k? it's gg to be fine..insya'allah..

but i dunno wat's happening between us tho..let's just see where it goes..

wonder wat to get for his birthday..

sch system..changed everything..now os hard to log in..bleaghx..

numb

i feel bumped..

dunno wat i'm feeling..

stoned..

dunno wat to do..

"don't do it next time k? it's not necessary.." wth..

...

seeing other people happy makes me happy..weeee!

i dunno why but i haf a feeling that i'm kinda sick of studying..

i can't wait for somebody's treat..i hope it'll happen..

i'm soo tired..soooo drained..can't wait to get it over and done with..

haish~

it's finally here..

it's been a while since i blogged..couldn't find the time..prelims is here..doomsday..nah, not yet..there's till the A levels..haish..i wonder how i'll be able to pull through the prelims..with my dad being super unreasonable with me at times..act, most of the time..but nvm..with the support of my frenz, insya'allah, i'll be able to make it..

dun wish to think abt any other problems..no doubt it's hard but i've gotta try..just go with the flow..maybe patience will lead me somewhere..insya'allah..just pray for the best..

realization struck me that day..n i realized that even though there's the numbness, i still do miss him..and love him all the same..maybe, at times i dunno why i'm letting myself getting through this..but i guess, ntahlah eh..mayb, deep down in me, i just hope that things will work out..

to the peeps that left msgs at my tagboard, thanks people..i really appreciate it..honestly..*big hug* to everyone..*smoochiez*

ain't mine anymore..

he feels numb towards me..i shud call him a jerk..he totally deserves it..

he doesn't wanna talk abt it..coz his mind is not here..but until when?

can't believe i'm holding on to something that's not mine anymore..

i'm hanging..

why is he holding back? wat's holding him back?

he's cruel..how can he do this to me?!

he noes he's hurting me..yet..

i'm falling..i'm breaking..

can you tell me why you're doing this to me?!

it felt like we were just frenz when i met him tt day..

as soon as i saw him, tears were welling up..

why? why? why?