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Saturday, May 23, 2009

8:35 AM

Good morning to all the beloved people out there. I've been MIA-ing for too long huh? =P Busy, busy with work, totally flat by the time I reach home. Woots!

How has everybody been? OK? Doing well? Doing good? I miss my friends. I wish I have more time at hand to catch up with them.

My beloved Lil Misses, I miss all of u even though I just met up with u ladies a few days ago...Abduls, di mana kah kamu semua? Miss Sunshine, how have u been? Haiz~

I'm still taking time to get used to this working life. I'll get through it.

See you all some time soon! Till then, take care alrite? :)

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11:17 PM

Hello earthlings! It's been a while hasn't it?

Yours truly have already entered the working world now. It's been almost a week.

If ever I think that I wanna have a career switch, I'd go into teaching. Coz APPARENTLY, I seem to have the teacher look. OK, that's beside the point.

I think, I think I miss spending time at Bukit Panjang. =(

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11:27 PM

A good friend of mine once said, "I'm so jakun coz i've never been to joo koon". Baik ah!

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2:23 AM

I was never good with words, and have never been. I felt the impact now. I'm sorry to have wronged you, I'm sorry to have made u feel like u were the bad guy. I guess I was thinking of it sub-consciously, but over time, I stopped thinking that way already. You should stop thinking that I'm the angellic human being. It leaves me no room for mistakes at all, and when I do things that don't fit in the mould, you'd end up being more disappointed in me. I do have my flaws, and I do have my distorted thinking as well. I'm proud to have a friend who hold his morals upright. I truly am. I should get my emotions together. I know that crying over it won't help. Yes, I do know that we should talk over it like adults. I'm sorry if I had not given my 100% trust in you, which I guess I should have. I'm sorry to have disappointed u to think that I was that one good person in this world. I just want u to know, that I'm human afterall. Yes, I might be stubborn at times. But I really wished that we would stop quarrelling. I'm sorry if I had been bothering you and troubling you all this while.

I still want the friendship. I'm willing to work for it. I'm sorry for everything. How about you?

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12:47 AM

I don't like virtual conversations at times. It causes too much of a misunderstanding. I'm at a loss. What did I do wrong? What did I say wrong? I'm sorry, and that's all I can say. If only, if only people should be less sensitive about things. I should be less sensitive as well. It doesn't help at all. Why must it always end up like that? I thought friends should know each other well enough. I guess we don't. And it upsets me to think that way. It's killing me. What am I supposed to do now? It makes me feel like I can't even say or feel anything. I wish I could scream out loud. I really wish I could. Why do I even bother to cry? Why? And I can't stop the tears from falling. Just because you think I might hate u, doesn't necessarily mean that I do. Why must you always think that what you think is right?

Sayang, I need u so badly right now. I really do. :'(

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12:46 AM

A free day that went past me just like that. Well, at least I got to spend it with my beloved girls, people whom I love whom I haven't had a lot of time to spend with since of late. =) I'm feeling really happy now. I love u girls, and I want to spend time with the whole bunch! Boo!

I miss the Love..........................................

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6:11 PM

Different individuals have different perspectives and approach in looking at things. Am I the sort who will be unwilling to spend my money on less important stuffs when I have only a small amount of money left for myself? I guess that's when the conflict arise. I don't believe in happily spending my money and only to throw the thing away after. Then, I got told off for voicing my opinion. Haiz~

I want nice food. I want pizza, tulang, sushi, calamari rings..haha! and so much more..k dah..

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11:40 AM

The reality of the end of my academic life, and the start of the working life is starting to get to me. I don't think I'm ready for this. I'm scared. I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what to do. This is what happens when you are in the education system for too long I guess. The thought of not being in the system scares the hell out of me. No room for mistakes. You'll be accountable to so many people. No more heck-care, carefree attitude. Sheesh~

It's been a long time since I got the chance to talk to a good friend of mine. He's been so busy nowadays. I think he was way freer when he was sailing, compared to now being in cadet school. My oh my. Take care dude! And come back home to Singapore in one piece so that we can catch up over coffee or something. I really see you once in a year I tell you. Heh!

When the Love is happy, it makes me happy and knowing that I'm happy, it makes him doubly happy. Haha! And it makes him happy knowing that he can share his happiness with me. Aww~ I love you Sayang! Can't wait for you to come back home. It somehow feels different when you were in BMT and compared to now. What's the difference? I'm not too sure though, maybe because I know you're safely here on the mainland with me? Heh~

It's a mad rush. Assignments are piling up. I have a feeling that this is the season of hyperventilating for me. Crap!

I'm going to miss out on another gathering..AGAIN...I suck...

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