.:: terrible ::.

i'm feeling terrible now..tears welling up in my eyes..i dunno wat to do..y did i even bother to like check and look? what's my stand? is he taking it for real? i'm confused...i keep thinking and i just can't stop thinking..will i ever be acknowledged as his? wat am i gonna do? i noe that it's stupid to be thinking over such a small matter..but somehow, i feel that it's these small little things that make the significance..will things ever change? or am i just taken for granted? were his words then just sweet words that i made me to be easily taken in? was what Has said true? i'm lost..how i wish that i didn't jump into it..i dunno..why? or am i just worrying too much? i dun want to be like as if aku nie shiok sendiri..haiz..

will you ever noe what i'm feeling? will you ever noe my fears? will you ever do anything to make me feel better?