.:: lost&confused ::.

i'm extremely confused now..it seems that he sent me a msg on friendster..but i tried reading it but there was nothing there..and it seems that he really wants me to read it coz yesterday he asked me whether i got it, and yeah, wait until i read it then we'll see..i dunno wat's happening..and it seems that the stupid msg thingy is under maintenance now..bleaghx..niwae, i went to his profile and now, his status is married..he deleted testimonials from his ex-es it seems..i dunno..bleaghx..i'm confused..but wat if, he's laike attached to someone else instead? hmm..i wonder..I REALLY, REALLY WANNA READ THE MSG!!!! grr..but seriously, since i dunno what's the msg about, i'm kinda wary you know..today's our 1st month anniversary..but i dun dare msg or wish him coz i really dunno the content of the msg..haiz~wat now?

ian's birthday celebration was great! we went to aaron's house to celebrate..shannon's cooking was fabulous and marvellous..hehe..so exciting lah..healthy eating for once and he's happy that we're eating healthily gether2 with him..ian, i hope that you enjoyed yourself yeah..=) then we played Stress and Bridge..now that i noe how to play on my own already, i think i had fun..hehe..and Stress was really stressing..hehe..like Snap like that you know..hehe..super duper fun..hehe..

now, i'm just waiting for the moment to be able to read his msg..=[