Why do I feel this way?

I guess work has drained all my energy.

Even if so, is it that boring to be out with me?

I guess he's brain dead too.

But then again, I found it offensive? Hurtful? To hear "aarghh. sian ah" when you're right next to me.

Maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe I'm taking it too emotionally.

Go ahead and lead your life. It's all yours. It has always been yours. But will I be able to handle it? I shall question myself. And I will continue to question myself.