it's our day..but..

i dun tink ur mum likes me..

and..i din like the way the conversation ended..it's one after another..

it's our anniversary..and yet..nemind...

n i tot i cud see you..i guess i haf to spend the day at the lib instead..

and yes..it does cool my heart to know that you know that it's our anniversary..thank god..

why is it so hard? why?

i'm just so upset rite now...

crying for the past 3 nights..

i noe that there's nothing that u can do to help..yes..some things are beyond your control..i noe..but..

i still cant help but to feel upset..

dun ask me why..

please give me the strength to get thru this..please..i'm begging You..coz i haf to..

am i being petty? am i being unreasonable?

i hope not..

there's only so much that i can take..

i'm sorry..i'm sorry for making u think that i was unreasonable..i'm sorry if i made u tink that i was being too much..

i'm sorry..