super dead

i shud be studying for my history test rite now..but noooooooooooo..i am so not..my brain's worn out..tired..no mood..all i wanna do now is to lie down on my mattress and meet my syg in LaLaLand..haish~

i ain't gonna do well for it..i haf a great feeling..mardiana!!!! wen will u ever buck up? haish~

a 17-year-old girl passed away after having tummy pains, vomit blood..left just like that..
another 17-year-old girl in the second stage of cancer..

makes me feel that anything, anything can happen..dun care whether you're 17 or 27..if it's meant to be that way, it's meant to be that way..kind of scary huh..i shud be make an effort..make an effort to 'improve' myself spiritually..hmmm..haish~ dunnolah eh..

self-indulgence is wen u enter various jewellery shops, make the sales assistants feel that you'll buy an item there and then, try on the rings and wen you've had enuf and made up your mind, say "thx..we'll come back next time yeah.." hehe..
i think we went into like 3 jewellery shops or something..there was one that was simple but yet nice but after the discount, it cost like $500+..haish~ so ex rite? at lee hwa..haish~but u noe, it somehow feels nice..u go in with your loved one, and when the sales assistant ask for who, he'll say it's for her..so just let her take a look and choose..
fuyoh..cair beb..haahaa..dun mind yeah syg..heehee..=P

*love ya*