oh well..

i realize that i'm not one who adapts easily to new environment..not one who can be comfortable very fast when faced with new people..yeah..i wish i cud change this part of me..but how to? haish~

i feel tt it's not the same anymore with the group..i dunno..maybe wat bro farhan said was true..but, i hope it'll never happen..coz the friendship means so much to me..went thru so much with them..haish~definitely miss the goold old times..

sometimes, it's hard wen u try to make things as lively as u can..but there's like an individual who's glummy and wat not..coz u just dunno wat to do..u just dunno wat's wrong..then make u feel all confused..haish~

i realize that once sch starts properly, from next week, i wun really haf tt much time to spare..how to spend time with my syg, my frenz, my fam..haish~it's so hard..

wanna try a new image..but afraid to embark on it..afraid tt it wun work out..but oh well..wait till i get the belt..and we'll see how it goes..oh well..

btw, we've decided on white baju for raya..and we'll go scouting for it together..how exciting..and he act said that we'll both white on the day that we all go out for raya with my mf peeps, act normal hopefully it'll be a way of dropping hints at my parents..coz he said white is normally for pengantin and wat not..oh well..no harm giving it a try..and honestly, i'm quite excited just thinkning abt it..heez..