.:: sick ::.

haiz..my headache getting from bad to worse..no, not headache..more like migraine..haiz..this morning, the pain has spread to like my cheeks..my goodness..my sis that time until her nose there..what on earth is wrong with me? and then, my back's hurting..worsening too..like haiz..whatever..i dunno..i think i can't be bothered with myself anymore..my frenz scolding me already ah for not taking my medicine..later, they get sick of scolding me, then they also can't be bothered..haiz..i dunno..my ma doesn't know abt my condition though..she'll shout her lungs out if she knew..the next thing i know, she mite even bring me to hospital..goodness..haiz..

checked the symptoms already..but doubt so lah..mine too normal a case..but that time, i heard my ma saying that the symptoms can't really be seen until the final stages or something like that..hmm..but i haf a feeling that instead of that, i mite be having diabetes? muahaha.i dunno..both my parents have it..and my ma always say that if our hands often get 'ants ants', that's a sign..haiz..i dunno..last time, when my dad was suspected of it, it seems that he's always weak..now, i'm like that..always weak..haiz..dunno wat's wrong with me niwae..

to mcb:
don't despair yeah..i noe you guys haf tried your best and at least you guys maintained a silver..there's always the next syf so yeah.. =)

actually, i'm more worried abt what will happen to mr tan..more than anything else..haiz..i think the sch's f***ing unreasonable lah..whatever..can't be bothered..it's always been the unfair treatment anyway..so much for wanting everybody to achieve more and stuffs..yucks..disgusted..bleaghx..

hmmm...trumpet guy..trombone guy..muahaha..lolx.. =)

met the st gab's guy in the bus today..woo hoo..! sat quite opposite him lah..then, he kept looking..hehe..can't believe that i'm liking sooo many guys..nah..impossible..nampak sah, for fun je..haiz..

dreamt of danny last night! dunno why..wierd..hmmm..

i'm sick of school..i'm sick of life..i dunno..haiz..my dad, all that he knows what to do is to scold me everytime i come home..bleaghx..for no reason whatsoever, start scolding me..my ma, as soon as i wake up, start scolding me already..bleaghx..that's why i say..the more i feel like isolating myself from the whole world..haiz..