.:: emptiness ::.

haha..i dunno..i'm suddenly feeling happy all of a sudden..after a horrible incident..haiz..dun wanna talk about it..dun wanna stress myself coz sat's coming..

everybody's getting ready already in the ml room..in boxes all..like as if somebody's getting married..got bunga manggar also..muahaha..and who's getting married?! me! haha..wat a joke..to who? fazli..hehe..funny me..hehe..i hope everything turn out well yeah..NYJC MLCS ROX! hehe..=P

he replied my message..he said some he really meant it..some he exaggerate..i dunno what he's trying to say lah..nayali says he's shy or something..i dunno..oh well..laugh here, laugh there..haiz..well, i hope he'll do well wherever he is..

sometimes, i just wish that i can just disappear from the face of the earth..

yesterday, all the funny and bad thoughts came to my mind..i was thinking of running away..i was thinking of never to come back home again..when i crossed the road, i wished that the car would actually knock me down..WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH ME??????

my dad started the whole nonsense again..he thinks i went home late because i went out with a guy..wat rubbish is that?! hello..mus i always be with a guy 24-7? this is what makes me feel that i shouldn't think about guys..haiz..how i wish that they would find a guy for me instead..coz hello mum and dad..you won't allow your daughter to befriend guys..therefore, this daughter of your won't get married! what the heck..

what rubbish am i talking about?! bleaghx..

i wish, i wish..i wish i can just be myself..i really wish..

why must my entrie sbe so depressing all the time?! haiz..wat to do..

face it..that's my life..