i dunno why but i just can't seem to forget about him..both hims..him in my oast and the him that i used to like..the more i try to forget, the more i can't seem to forget..it's annoying..i dunno..nowadays, everything that he does seems to make me feel paranoid and stuffs..i dunno..i think i noe who he likes..izaf..i can see it..especially yesterday..why didn't i see it rite from the beginning? now, i noe the feeling of liking somebody and yet, the person doesn't like you back or he just doesn't noe..i dunno..bleaghx..hate this..sometimes, i just wish that people will stop asking me abt him..then maybe, i can stop thinking abt him..then, i can forget him..i noe that i haf been saying that i dun like him anymore but i just realised that it is so not true..haiz!
the him in my past...i dunno..suddenly, my past just came back to me yesterday and i can't just can't accept the way things are now..i now that i shouldn't brood over what has happened..but i dunno..haiz..why?! why must things always end up this way?! why?!
hate myself..just simply hate myself..grr..
Pentaxians
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