.:: it's happening again ::.

AARGH!!! can't believe this..it's happening again ah..whatever happened back in secondary school days are happening once again..coming hamoe late every day..not that i want to..but i really have mlcs things to do..except for tat one night went for dinner lah..but apart from that, it's not as if i want to go home late..or purposely what..haiz..and then, HE started his ranting once again..with his threat and stuffs..i was like what the f***..that set me off ah..i dunno..i always hoped that i could like tell and talk to my parents about my problems and stuffs..and actually, they are adding to my stress and problems..AARGH!!! if i were to tell them that i'm like pressured of feeling stressed, their response would be "you brought it upon yourself. that's your problem. who asked you to?" what the heck ah..AARGH!!! damnit..grr..

cried the whole night last night..never cried so much in my whole life..was crying even while doing my work..i can't take this anymore ah..why?! why?! why?! cried again ljust now..AARGH!!!!

i want to vent my frustrations on something..but i dunno what..AARGH!!! i wanna go to the beach..any takers? sigh~

one more week to gpa!!!!! aargh..guys, i really need your co-operation...let me list the names...IDALY, SHAHIDAN, ASLANY, HARIZ, SHARIFFUDIN..i need all of you to come down!!!!!! i dun care..you guys are getting on my nerves already..! AARGH!!! grr..i need a punching bag..like seriously..bleaghx..

i want a hug..i dunno why..sigh~ i think it makes me feel better somehow..

.:: d o w n & d e p r e s s e d ::.