my parents gave up on me..i just know it..none of them talking to me already..i'm feeling so lost at home now. really nobody to turn to now. i'm like so tempted to like run away but where can i go? haiz~ but what have i actually done? i feel shitty, so shitty..damnit..what the f***.. why must all this happen? can't even talk to anybody..all my friends are like having problems too..dun wanna burden them..AARGH!!!! Grr...so pressured..
i need a time out..even my paretns are not giving me the chance,,how i wish they are the kind whom i can confide in..not even my sisters..damnit..
i need to shout. i need to whack something. i need to throw something...
my head's hurting so badly..maybe too much caffeine last night..tea & coffee..bad combination..
AARGH!!! for the first time in my life, i'm late for school..break record..geez..
what's happening to me? i dun seem to give a hoot about things anymore..AARGH!!! i'm disappointing myself. i'm breaking my own promises..i'm losing my sense of direction..
i need something..i need somebody..sooo badly...
why?! why must this be happening?!
this week is just a bad week for me..damnit..
Pentaxians
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