i miss you

and i can sense that we wud had lesser time with and for each other..and that is not something that i was looking forward to..

but i guess..i gotta be understanding about it..

your studies is the main priority..so is mine..u need to work for the extra cash..coz u need it..and then there's your riding lessons..

and in one week, there's only so many days..and there's only so much free time that u wud haf..and this free time wud be used up for work and riding lessons..

and then, it all narrows down to sat..wer i wud haf to be on morn shift..coz if not, we wun be able to meet each other at all..and if i dun, u mite think that i'm not making the effort..and then, it's all back to square one..

this is hard..definitely hard..

i miss those days..wer we haf all the time in the world to meet..i miss gg to ecp with you...sitting on the breakwater and just enjoying the serenity..i miss chilling out with you..i miss spending time with you..

now if we can at least meet once in a week, we shud be grateful..

this is hard..but i guess, i haf to be understanding about it..coz like u said, soon it'll be over..but that was what u said when u were having attachment and it was hard to meet too..and i tot that i shud rejoice to the fact that ur attachment is over..but i guess not..

but i guess it'll be ok..we'll get thru it..

coz time will fly past us without us knowing..

but then, i guess..it is all these that will make us to appreciate the presence of each other even more..wer the relationship will grow and mature..yeah..something good will definitely come out of this..i'm sure of that..coz what we already haf and share is more than wat it seems..i know..

but i just gotta say this..i miss u soooo bloody much..