emo-ing..totally..

i guess..yest was one of my down days..wen you just felt like breaking down..everything seems so wrong..super touhy abt every single thing..and when i just start thinking too much..one min of delay makes me paranoid..yeah..tt was one of the days..even when your special someone called u up and u just had no mood to talk..sniffling n snuffling away trying to make everything seems alright..but deep down inside, it's not..yest was the day..

i miss gg to my chill out places and just tenangkan my fikiran..i totally find solace in doing that..skipping school and taking early leave just to take 135 down to ECP..tat's what i used to do way back during jc years..haahaa..n i dun even care if i go alone..coz that's wat i'd prefer..

parts of your life..broken into pieces..and even though one who knows you well, only certain parts of your life..not everything..because not everything can be told to anybody or anyone..

cant wait for friday..reliving the good old days..even though..oh, nemind..i wonder how everybody's doing..do they actually remember abt the reunification that was planned to happen in 2013? i wonder..noni was just talking abt it that day..i really wonder..i really wonder who act makes an effort to remember it..i wonder whether i'll be married by then..who will be married bby then? for all you know, some might haf children dy..humm..

i miss my cowey darling..i missed him so much..till it brought tears to my eyes..call me crazy if you must..but sometimes, the feeling do suck when you miss someone and there's nothing you can do abt it..wanna know how it feels like? try it yourself and you'll be lucky if you dun even at least shed a tear..