.:: dun wanna be thinking at all ::.

tried to get started to study yesterday but it just seems impossible..somebody help me!!!! yikes..

now i know what it feels like..when i dun eat outside, my ma doesn't cook n i go hungry..n when i do eat outside, she cooks, like nasi ayam..bleaghx..wateva man..and for that, i got scolded?! geez..it's not fault..she hardly cooks on mondays and tuesdays niwae..so i assumed..wateva man..n early in the morning, she just had to scold me for that..

n the most annoying thing ever is that, she'll just stare at me until i get out from my bed..n she starts yakking away non-stop..grr..

been in a foul mood these past few days..especially in the morning..mood swings..dunno why..n now, my 'dun-feel-like-talking' mode is back..so yeah..dunno what's wrong with me..

learn something abt him yesterday..it seems that small little things will get back to him and will really ruin his day or something like that..he himself told me..so yeah, and honestly, i think so too..n he said that it'll be hard to please him when he's in that way..but it's ok darling..i'm always here, n will always find ways and means to make you feel beta..hehe..

the world is really small..as in, his friend is a friend of fyda or something like tat..the friend whom he said that my name was fatimah..wateva..hehe..n yesterday, he gave me another name, mariam..god knows why he like all these kinda names so much..geez..hahakz..and he told me that there's this person whose name is bakar bin hitam..hahakz..sorry if i offended anybody but yeah..the malay language..so interesting..

niwae, talking abt malay, i think i screwed up for my malay oral..bleaghx..dun wanna talk abt it..

weird question..weird ending to the conversation last nite..hope that it'll neva come true..luv u darling..

can't wait for tml..why? because i'll be meeting him..hahakz..n can't wait for friday too coz i'll be meeting my gerls and him..hehe..