.:: confused ::.

afiq contacted me that day..last sunday..he called me up eh..was shocked at first..hehe..but then ah, stupid sia..his current gerl wanted to talk to me..and she was like practically interrogating me ah..stupid..attitude problem sia..then i was thinking, did he purposely do that so that i won't bother him anymore? but it's not that i want to bother him..haiz..i mean, even after all that has happened, i am still treating him as a fren of mine..but to him, it's like, if we're not together, we can never be friends..so narrow minded..haiz~

why must i always be the one that the current gfs of my ex-bfs attack? am i that unlucky?!

haiz~ j, nor and san found out abt it already..haiz~ it seems that he told her..yeah2, go and tell everyone..it makes you happy and feel contented rite to see me suffering? i wonder what do they think of me now..i think their perception of me changed already..haiz..

am i leading such an unlucky life? why must all this happen to me? haiz..SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!

i just found out yest that zulfadli's fond of me..hahakz..so funny..he even keeps my pic in his phone..brr..and well, azroy's fond of me too..gosh..and there's this guy that i got to know from am, tahir, i think he is too..gosh..i dunno eh..like, not interested gitu..coz i think now, me not really interested in these kinda things anymore considering what happened in my past relationships..mcm dah serik gitu kan..like guys tink when they berkenalan ngan pompuan, mesti kena jadi matair punya..apa sak..narrow minded..just like afiq..

had my ogl workshop for the past two days..so tiring..so dead..only had like 2hrs of sleep every nite..

ooh..my frenz coming to my house today for steamboat..hehe..i should be making a move soon..so exciting..