enough is enough

guess what? he msged me in the morning just now..hehe..saying that i'm really angry..of course ah..what does he expect? haiz..dunnolah..but in the end i just told him to forget about it..am i always this soft-hearted? char told me things that sanah told her when she confide her probs with vin..and she said that i'm experiencing exactly what she used to experience..is this true? haiz..i dunno lah.. i sometimes feel that i dun get as much attention from him like before..haiz..maybe i'm always hoping to be with him that kinda thing you know..but i am leading my own life what..so what's the problem? sigh~ and the thing is i am not even able to tell him things..somehow he scares me..i'm scared that if i were to tell him things he would resort to doing stupid things and like reverting back to his old self..and i so dun wan that! he's that kind of person ah..that time already thinking of gg to the disco..haiz..how i wish i can tell him what i'm truly, really feeling..how i wish! it's so hard to get him on the phone even ah..haiz..whatever lah eh..somehow, i can't seem to be bothered already..quite getting sick and tired..