prom nite 05122005

and finally! NYJC Prom Queen 2005..our lovely shannon! yippee!

the three princesses..

our trademark post..

exotic looking married couple! hehe..tt's wat ms kwok said..hehe..

me & alfian

the guys sitting at my table..

me and pretty lil fizza..=)

me and fazli..charming..hehe..

me n pretty fyda..=)

ms kwok looks just like one of us..

the picture is missing one person..sanah..

a more completed 04a2..somewhere amongst there's a beauty queen in the making..hehe..

tt's like half of 04a2..hehe..everybody looked pretty and handsome and charming..aww..but jerry, wat's up with the blue hair? hehe..

great

the immersion programme was superb..saw the pictures rite? it was really an irreplaceable experience..my host and her family were great..will never forget their warm hospitality and kindness and sincerity..so great..words can only say so much..but seriously, i just didn't feel like going back to singapore! if not for my friends back here, i dun tink i wud be home..hehe..

immersion programme part 2

my classmates in SMAN71..in contact with some of them..frenz foreva peeps..

superb..splendid view at puncak..
breathtaking

super beautiful scenery at telaga warna..mus said it looks like bukit gombak!

riding the delman

i'm back!!!!

sweet..in the bus on the way to ancol..

before going to ancol on our first day..

icha, ayu, me and fazli

look at the excited faces..hehe..

sempat berphoto..

goodbye singapore..hello jakarta..

new friends made..lucky(achil), tari, ayu, fara

while waiting to be fetched after our first day of activities...

he did that coz he closed his eyes for the photo we took before this..funny samir!

at the airport at jakarta, saying our last goodbyes

beautiful scenery at puncak

tak dapat naik planenya, amek gambar pun jadi lah

in the tronton on the way to bogor for the leadership camp

tt's me, zu and samir outside their 'science centre'

there's more photos than this..next entry yeah people..hehe

oh god..

guess wat? afiq saw hrithik upclose and personal lah..lucky guy..why can't it be me?! bleaghx..

gp paper was so bleaghx..it's ok..ed was saying that we've sat for over 160 papers so far in our entire life..5 more paper won't hurt..uh-huh...

it was so great having your closest frenz coming over to your place and mug gether2..and i became the lunch provider..so much for wanting mac or pizza huh guys? hehe..

my parents will be back tml..i miss them..

i haf a conflicting feeling in me..haish~

photo frenzy..

lil fizza & lil me

me & lovely fyda

me & muzzy..lolx..

me & baby liyana

lovely pinky & me

guys, u don't wanna mess with us

me & nu-er, char

such lovely gurls..=)

jerry darl..*muackz*

king hj towering over me..like always..

the 4 princesses

sanah, ms bee n me..

all smiles! n i got hugged! =)

lovely mel & i

lovely pic of me & fizzo..pals..

mel & the boys..

kisses for all!

boys gone wrong..*shakes head*

gurls of 04a2..hehe..we rock!

a part of my class..love these people to bits..

that's the '04-'05 mlcs ex-co..great people..will miss ya..

oh well..

i'm back after a super duper long time..

nice pic? i noe..

so much has happened..no time to tell everything..

niwae, me and him..over dy..on our 3rd mth..niwae, no pt brooding over it..i'm coping fine..uh-huh..hopefully..even tho i suddenly tot of him last nite..oh well..

a levels coming..stress beb..

oh well..i just want the best for myself and for everyone else..i'm in the mood wer i couldn't care less abt anything else..or if i am, i'm be totally affected by it..such extremes..haiz..

i hope all my darlings are happy and fine with whatever they are doing..just wanna let you all noe that I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!!

tml's grad day..sob sob..

finally..

for the third time..it's gone..wat rubbish..

oh well..

exams over..

met him..he look so poor thing..i really kesiankan him..intend to make potato soup or some sort..hopefully it turns out nice..insya'allah you're gg to be ok.. =)

between us, i dunno..let's just see wer it goes..

no mood dy..keep losing my entries..

wth

finally..

bleaghx..

my entry is gone!

niwae, finally..the prelims is finally over..but still got a levels..wat a bore..haiz~

this friday..class outing..but i can't stay long..wat the heck..

i can't remember wat i wrote dy..crap..

yes..met him that day..see him so poor thing..it's so hard for him to eat his food..so kesian..intend to make some kind of potato soup for him..hopefully, it turns out nice..

but between us..i dunno..just see where it goes lah..

n you're gg to be fine moomoo..insya'allah..you can eat anything and everything you want wen you get beta k?

i wonder wat to get for him for his birthday..hmm...

oh well..

my dad..super unreasonable..n i din expect my self to say "tak nak ah..tak tentu pasal nak marah org" to my mum abt my dad..but luckily, she din hear..phew..

oh well..

wateva

finally..

finally..the exams are finally over!!!! yippee...but there's still the a levels..haiz~ wat a bore..bleaghx..

this friday..class outing..but wat the heck..can't stay out late..oh well..

hope i'll be able to bayar my hutang puasa in time..shouldn't wait till the last minute next time..hmm..

met him that day..he so poor thing..gg to make some kind of potato soup for him..hopefully it'll turn out nice..*pray hard* he eat until so the kesian..can't even enjoy his food..very the poor thing..dun worry k? it's gg to be fine..insya'allah..

but i dunno wat's happening between us tho..let's just see where it goes..

wonder wat to get for his birthday..

sch system..changed everything..now os hard to log in..bleaghx..

numb

i feel bumped..

dunno wat i'm feeling..

stoned..

dunno wat to do..

"don't do it next time k? it's not necessary.." wth..

...

seeing other people happy makes me happy..weeee!

i dunno why but i haf a feeling that i'm kinda sick of studying..

i can't wait for somebody's treat..i hope it'll happen..

i'm soo tired..soooo drained..can't wait to get it over and done with..

haish~

it's finally here..

it's been a while since i blogged..couldn't find the time..prelims is here..doomsday..nah, not yet..there's till the A levels..haish..i wonder how i'll be able to pull through the prelims..with my dad being super unreasonable with me at times..act, most of the time..but nvm..with the support of my frenz, insya'allah, i'll be able to make it..

dun wish to think abt any other problems..no doubt it's hard but i've gotta try..just go with the flow..maybe patience will lead me somewhere..insya'allah..just pray for the best..

realization struck me that day..n i realized that even though there's the numbness, i still do miss him..and love him all the same..maybe, at times i dunno why i'm letting myself getting through this..but i guess, ntahlah eh..mayb, deep down in me, i just hope that things will work out..

to the peeps that left msgs at my tagboard, thanks people..i really appreciate it..honestly..*big hug* to everyone..*smoochiez*

ain't mine anymore..

he feels numb towards me..i shud call him a jerk..he totally deserves it..

he doesn't wanna talk abt it..coz his mind is not here..but until when?

can't believe i'm holding on to something that's not mine anymore..

i'm hanging..

why is he holding back? wat's holding him back?

he's cruel..how can he do this to me?!

he noes he's hurting me..yet..

i'm falling..i'm breaking..

can you tell me why you're doing this to me?!

it felt like we were just frenz when i met him tt day..

as soon as i saw him, tears were welling up..

why? why? why?

the truth...

So here we are
We are alone
There's weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me

So this is you
You talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I'm not hurt when you're not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don't wanna live this life